Should Have waited ........ Now I repent For YOU...

I lost myself in the cave of jewels;
Their lifeless light covered my eyes;
Those eyes that could see none but you;
Those eyes that reflected your very image;
Don’t know the strength that lay concealed within those jewels;
The strength that smashed your image;
Leaving me in darkness;
May be it was all within my heart;
My fault; my weakness; my passion;
Your absence made me blind;
Made me trust in the fake light;
Pleasing, yet so vulnerable;
Now I know you ere there all along;
Hidden within the depth of darkness;
I have let my tears flow by;
I have let my heart cry in pain;
I dare not to ask you back;
I confess and I repent;
I prefer to stay in the dark cave for Eternity;
Till your light comes through those rocks;
Till my tears heal the wounds I gave;
I am happy to be punished;
Hoping you will realize me once again;
Like Jesus removing sin;
You will come back to me;